My life hasn’t ever been perfectly normal and I doubt it ever will be,

I often wonder when will it get easier, because it’s getting harder to see.

I try to think otherwise, and be more optimistic and happy,

but my life has always been filled with so much darkness, I often feel so crappy.

It’s always been a struggle just to barely keep getting by,

I often just sit here and think to myself ‘what if’ and just sigh.

I know life will always be what you make out of it,

but it’s hard to always be brave or happy if you are so unsure where you even fit.

I want so much more in life so I know I need to have faith and just let go,

so that I do not sit around any longer, and sow.

Til next time,